Anomalous Babble

Nice people always get mistaken as flirts. I know it’s hard to tell sometimes with all the flatter and chatter but it’s the actual intention that matters. Flirting is showing sexual interest and being friendly is just being polite. Nice people shouldn’t be held against just because some people have an inability of judging character. 

(Source: shirleychen)

(Source: jaahbooty)

Just maybe, I’m not mad at you..maybe I just want you to want me, to care.

And I’m sorry, sorry I get jealous, sorry I overreact, sorry I can’t take a joke, sorry I get moody, I’m sorry that I’m not the one you have fun with, I’m sorry my insecurities get in the way..and I’m sorry being with me for you is like a full time job.

I know you think you know me, but you don’t. You don’t really even understand me, but honestly I don’t either. I know I’m confusing when it comes to what I want and it sometimes leads to us fighting. But I’m hard to understand, hard to handle and I know I’m hard for you to deal with.

I don’t even know what I’m trying to say but I know you mean everything to me..I’m just caught between being selfish and doing whats right. I know it doesn’t matter to you what happens with us but right now it means the world to me. So forgive me for wanting you so badly to be with me..

I’m sitting here realising that the one thing I was so certain of is no longer a constant in my life but a dangerously large coefficient to a linear equation. Instead of slowly reaching infinite bliss, I feel as though i’ve been ricocheted off an undefined region  into the depths of non-discrete integers; like my life was divided by zero.

I still just cant admit it, not yet.